The suffering
bestowed upon others serves to justify my own existential angst, offsetting
the abysmal self-worth I possess.
In layman's terms, I do not believe that I was put upon this earth to absolve suffering, but rather to foster it.
We said it would never end like this
A successful response is never going to be one thing done perfectly; it will be a lot of different things done well enough.
Do not allow imperfection to become conflated with uselessness.