For Mom

The purpose is the process and the process equals the result. 

History (Perseverance)

History tries its best, day and night, to erase me . . . 

but through perseverance, I prevail.

April

"You view the world in a way that is very matter-of-fact; you perceive reality a shade harsher than the rest of us. But that allows you to acknowledge and address the inadequacies of existence that many people can't – or simply refuse – to see."

Rumination

It's not easy living with myself. I put myself through a lot, to compensate for shortcomings both real and imagined.

Sometimes I just don't want to exist.

- June 11, 2023