I only ever appear in the background. The handful of times I have stepped into the foreground . . . well, I apologize to the people whose lives I directly affected.
I have never allowed myself to be emotionally accessible and this character flaw has influenced my interactions with others for as long as I can remember.
In this way I cannot be who you want me to be, and I cannot be what I truly am, but I am trying.
I walk along silent roads trying to figure out how to figure this all out. I am merely existing, shuffling from one place to another like a ghost in transit, lost in the climate of lonely apartment living.
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